Two choiceS

I used to think that people are borned without any choices. They came to the world by fate. That's what they think it happened without any preconditions. Therefore they fall unconditionally.

I believe people do have choices to make, they are able to learn through their decisions or experiences. That is the gift of wisdom.

I have not master my emotions but I have learn to accept and appreciate my own feelings my real being without denying. Telling the truth and exposed through words. Is this a way of santifying myself from all the stains?

When a person finds no possibility to move on, what capabilities do they have?

I believe their desire is stronger than their conscience. They can achieve greater possibilities through their uncontrollable feelings of emotions. That's how a perceived normal being would say they are completely out of control.  Who is able to truly understand except their own real being. Normal is just convoluted.

I will always keep my words  with L and Y without jeopardising our friendship. That is the Commitment and responsibility I have made as a conscious being with conscience at heart. I am not a  Buddhist but I do believe in Karma. What we have done to ourselves and others may flow down to generations if not us, our children or grandchildren. Take our lives seriously and commit in what we do unceasingly.

May Christ have mercy on us.