It is a long journey to know myself and what is the deepest truth about human relationships? Contemplating Him I supposed. Back to Word.
I have a friend back in the days she said to me I never understood why you are so gentle and patience with me. We hang out together all the time go for shopping, travelling, working, eating and drinking. We are inseparable. She is older than me, I realised I always have a touch with older women maybe because I know one day I will get old and I would like to be cared for as well. However she didn't realise how short our lives can be without visions. Time waits for no one.
I remembered another friend of mine she left many years ago, she was married and have a family. Though we didn't speak for a long period of time she reminded me of many good memories. I miss her presence in my life. I admired her courage and strength which inspire me to move forward. Sometimes I wonder if i truly expect too much or depending on her. I had a dream that one day we will meet up and share all good experiences together. I love it when she spend time telling me stories and show me all her pictures. I love her whispers into my ears when she speaks to me. I love when she hears me sing and make her laugh. I probably can't expect she will stay and never leave the country. She is also much older and I know they love me because I am gentle, caring perhaps naive and childish too.
All I am left with is time after time memories rewind. I have decided to commit all these to the One who knows it all. I have grown up as well.
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