40

Birthday celebration remembering 2 of my friends last night. Mindfully  Occupied. 

Sign of getting up around 2-3am every night forcing my body and mind to do something about it. I am laying bare and I remembered the story of a man was told to me when I was young. He took 40 days living in the wilderness facing temptations. Why 40? I believe with my heart this pain I am feeling inside is far less than the greater pain He had endured for me. Grant me wisdom. Lead me Thy way, for Yours is infinite glory of my life. Jesus

That is my brother he is turning 40 and I will be seeing him in less than 40 days.