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I have a blessed day because I have music despite waking up a few times last night. Came across an old song I used to play by Kutless - What faith can do. I repeated the song track throughout the day i shared it in the moment.

I have no idea who sent me this picture I constantly receiving quotes from different people in  whatsapp, rarely reply to messages as well. I am kind of slacking in social media and pay little attention to keep people inform of my recent activities. I am reflecting back today realising myself not knowing or interested to observe what my classmates talking or doing in their circle of friends.. I have a friend sitting next to me and she was disturbed by her surroundings, what people say, do or react and she was not happy, she told me what was happening in the class. I could see her frustration and annoyance on her face. I guess I am just trying to cheer her up a little. I couldn't understand her frustration as well. The only way I can think of is redirection if certain people bother her so much.

I don't understand why I didn't feel the importance or being so aware of my surroundings I keep reminding myself to be aware and learn to initiate conversation even if it can be awkward sometimes but not always. I am capable of conversing to others.. I am usually thinking what I am doing and what I want to do, where I want to go, what stuffs I have to do. Am I a selfish person? I think if I continue living in my own world probably I will end up living by myself.

Now I enjoy this before I just use pen and paper writing to what I believe a higher presence, I still believe handwritten stuffs are more authentic u can't erase or delete what u have written so easily