Browsing daylight

 I feel like I am constantly waking up in the middle of the night thinking what a mess I have become  when I do not stay closely enough  or dive into my virtual world.  Am I afraid what I may find..possibly so.

The message I have heard of, fix my eyes on the things above which is not my level not anybody's level but the infinite One.

When will I be  courageous enough to take a closer look at the path that was chosen and destined for me? Am I ready to be filtered, taking up the challenge to learn and develop into my true Being. Time.. don't let me go. Energy.. be by my side.  Give me strength to face all adversaries.