The end and the beginning

The end and the beginning of 2020 how am I going to wrap up my last few days of 2019. Feeling grateful and restless at the same time all that had happened this year I counted as blessings all that had gone wrong as I thought they were became precious lessons to me. I am grateful for the opportunities to find every broken pieces come together like a beautiful piece of art,  a tapestry surrounding me and I remember to touch it before it passes me by. Perhaps I call for a healing touch knowing all these shall pass. Thank you God I am alive today. Today I astarlight, willing and open to shine brightly for the truth is out there to be revealed. It will manifest through time and trails. I welcome you to join me in this journey and please do not forget to enjoy the ride. The end is the new beginning and a new venture. I am happy and excited for you. My friend what a beautiful soul I share and cherish with you. My partner a lifetime companionship and my family a wonderful garden we build together which will knit us forever. I love you all.

Soul keeping

She is a passing soul that comes running back to my dream.

What have i done to take care of my soul? 33 ways to feed you my love, and one is to forgive you by letting you go.  😌

Inner development

What is there to say, listen and be quiet. 

self-esteem reconstruct

i have a terrible habit, my friend A told me i continuously discredit my own judgement based on other people opinion. Why live such a miserable life ?
I just want to hear His voice again. Its the 4th Qtr of the year 2017, the pain still remain. What is He trying to tell me. my God.
I became so sensitive and its unbelievable. Getting emotionally drained by disrespectful clients. my Leo has submerged. Frustration and annoyance how can i be categorized and labelled in such way by a gossiper Jessica- a General Practitioner, her Strategies clearly leave such a indelible mark.

There is nothing more precious, more worthy.. may i remember these moments of surrender. Cloth me in humility and remind me i come before a King. ~Laura Story.

Children's Memorial

I visited Jewish museum today, there were many signs and wonders. Stories and pictures fill me emotionally. I always have Jews in my heart. They are so close to me. My love my neighbours 

I hope I can share my life with them and learn from them as well.

I will be away going on a trip I hope it helps to clear my mind leave the past behind. This is where I belong to. A place call home with family the Jews. He will show me One day. 

2 September 4 Sunday 2017

Imagine myself in two different world- outer and inner
Do they operate in 4 dimensions. Or more? I wonder
Do u think my questions annoy you? Or I gather you simply don't care.
I used to write down all my wishes and 2017 words haunting me back
Do memories matter ? If it is not time, can u see all the things I wish to share
There is no distance no time could seperate for the hearts who yearn for each other.
God helps us.

Christopher Morcom: Sometimes it's the very people who no one imagines anything of who do the things no one can imagine. 

Sickness

When I m young I wish I grow up faster. Here I am telling myself maturity is near when the storm is over. I caught cold bug last nigh tears have manifested through sickness. I  have no complains. I understand everything has its season and I am accepting the reasons of my heart ache. Sometimes I wonder why people say the easiest solution is to pay up our mistakes. However Monetary compensation would not be able to turn back anytime or mend the heart that was broken. For better or worst what would u wish for me.